‘Ay Kash / ای کاش / If Only’ is an award winning theatre, art and activism performance / exhibition featuring the artwork, films, poetry and stories of eleven young women based in Afghanistan which premiered in Berlin, Germany in September 2023 and is currently on tour worldwide.

Eleven girls - using their pens, paints, and voices to share their memories and experiences since the Taliban took power in 2021 and share their hopes and dreams for a better future.

The performance, created entirely online by the eleven young women in Afghanistan, was awarded the prize for best direction at the prestigious International Theatre Festival festival ‘Valise’ in Łomża, Poland. The jury commended the boldness of the performance and the profound power of its artistic expression in capturing the raw and urgent truth.

Eleven girls
Eleven Girls, with tears in our eyes and trembling legs, with no way to escape.
We are sitting in our bedrooms in Afghanistan and slowly dying.
Every time we rise to show ourselves, our legs are showered with bullets.
Eleven girls who only ask to be allowed to study, to travel, to let our hair fly in the wind and, from all the riches in this world, own a bicycle.
Is it too much to ask?
Is it too much if I want to become a psychologist? Or a painter?
Too much if I want to fall in love and have my heart broken?
Too much if I prefer freedom over longing?
What it my hair turns grey, and my lips are never kissed?
We never wanted our share of the sky to simply be able to gaze at the moon from our bedroom windows.
I want to swim in the sky.
Do I want too much?
Eleven brave warriors, standing against the Taliban’s oppression with our pens, art, poetry, and music.
Ay Kash is the voice of a nation sleeping in blood, the voice of a wounded geography.
Don’t let our desire to swim in the sky, rot in our hearts.
Don't let the desire to take hold of our pen and fight, disappear.

#StandwithAfghanwomen #ThePeninsteadoftheGun
Text: The Writer

Since the withdrawal of Western forces in August 2021, the lives of women in Afghanistan have descended into unimaginable hardship. Not only have their fundamental rights been stripped away, but the very essence of their freedom has been shattered. Women in Afghanistan no longer possess the basic rights to live life fully—no freedom to education, to graduate, to love feely, to travel unaccompanied, to enjoy a simple walk in the park, or even to ride a bicycle.
Under the oppressive rule of the Taliban, these women endure a public existence devoid of dignity, autonomy, and hope. Under the Starry Afghan Sky is a collective formed by eleven courageous young women, aged between 15 and 23, who continue to navigate life in Afghanistan under Taliban rule. The collective emerged from the important work of Herat Online School (part of AEA: Afghanistan Education Action), founded by the educational activist Angela Ghayour, who herself fled Afghanistan in 1992. Facilitated by Rachel Karafistan of Cosmino Theatre, the project has taken on a unique form, with the young women participating in virtual sessions from the safety of their bedrooms since September 2022.
In ‘Ay Kash/ ای کاش / If Only’, the space is held by the presence of Rachel Karafistan of Cosmino Theatre, yet it is the voices, films, songs, and drawings of the eleven young women in Afghanistan that take centre stage. The material for the show has been exclusively collected via text messages under the constant pressure of lack of electricity, internet access and Taliban surveillance. These young women have many things they wish to share with the world: their personal stories since the Taliban’s rise to power, the tales of their mothers and grandmothers and most importantly, they wish to express their hopes and dreams for a better future. Their stories burst into life through a blend of song, object theatre, storytelling, and a touch of AI. The performance is further enhanced by animations, designed to protect the creators, by Berlin artist Anna Benner, based on 10-second films provided by each young woman.

Fot: Tobiasz Papuczys

From our Audience Guestbook:

When freedom comes, it will be your names that are written in stone.

Your stories will stay in my mind. You have changed the way I think forever.

Thank you for sharing your stories with us. Know that they have been heard and that your lives are important.

You are all total badasses. You inspire me. In deep admiration for your work and courage…

Thanks so much for sharing this with us, not giving up and chasing your dreams. I have a daughter myself and can’t find the words for what you must endure.

Thank you for your art / heart, love, kindness of your lives shared with us. I leave with parts of you in my heart.

You say: ‘‘When freedom comes, we will be ready’ and we will be waiting for you, our sisters.

Thank you for your strength. You are amazing. You are so powerful. You are heroines. I am marked by what you have given us. Thank you.

You found the words to share your story, yet I can’t find the words to thank you. I wish you get the freedom and justice you deserve.

Dear girls of my homeland, thank you for declaring the pain of the women of our country. Woman, life, freedom!

I know you are in pain. Keep up the fight. We are proud of you. Death to idiocy and misogyny!

We want our voices to be heard by the world. If you think you could host either our AY KASH exhibition or performance, please get in touch using the form below. We are waiting to hear from you.
The project is entirely funded by public donations. You can donate to our project here.

Eleven Girls

All animations lovingly created by Berlin artist, Anna Benner.

Upcoming Events

3 October 2026 7:30 pm

AY KASH / IF ONLY
Albany Theatre, Coventry, UK

9 Oct 2026 8:00 pm

AY KASH / IF ONLY
Nottingham Playhouse, Nottingham, UK

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